You misunderstood me..

I love you because of who you are, what you are.. you are kind, caring, sweet, loving, pretty, everything more than anyone can ask for.. you know, i didn't mean the way you thought it to be. and please do not insult yourself. i rather you be insulting me. you might doubt what i have said, because those are only words, but i need chances to show what i said is true.

You know that i have never stopped loving you. and in fact, the reason why you wanted to part with me in the first place, was small. it was me who kept piling the pressure on you and things turned out to be the way things are today...

i text you, you didn't reply.. i got very worried.. i know that you had lots of things to carry, i wanted to be your luggage carrier today morning.. i didn't sleep for the whole night, because i was very affected by what you say. you know, only you have the ability to make me feel that way, that i give everything to what you say. i am sincerely concerned about you, but do you know?

Then i think to myself.. Are you not going to reply me or you left your phone at home? Or you don't know what to reply? Will you hear my voice messages ? The songs i recorded.. You know, it's been 32days since you wanted to break up with me. Though i have never agreed, i kept trying, and i will never stop trying. I hope that it's just you couldn't reply.. But i do get worried about you.

It's not true that i want to be possessive of you. I have never had intentions of doing so. You know, how much i love you. Just that, i am impatient at times. I want to show the World i meant what i said, and i will do everything i can to show that i have never stopped loving you.

You know, there are many things that i think of now. And, i'm really afraid that my worst fears all will come true, and crashing to me at one go...

You do not have to change a thing. I love you just the way you are... Please do not say things that insults yourself alright? I rather i be the one insulted, the one going hungry, the one getting injured, then hearing you like these.



When we quarreled, you used to say:
Where do i stand in your heart?
Your heart is shattered, but CNLJ still loves JYWC, no matter what..

it's my turn now..
Where do i stand in your heart?
My heart is shattered, but JYWC still loves CNLJ, no matter what.

I dearly miss you...