Joshua, ask yourself, who ?

Dear Joshua,

who was the one who picked you up when you were sad?
who was the one who loves you so much?
who was the one who bought you food when you forgot to bring money or when you had no money?
who was the one who sends you home everyday?
who was the one who took care of you when you were sick?
who was the one who was tired after trainings but still came to find you?
who was the one who put towels on you when you had a high fever, and who was the one who never slept a wink while you were sick resting?
who was the one who bought you presents?
who hugs you?
who kisses you?
who massages you?
who was with you, rich or poor?
who went around finding dictionaries for your n-level exam?
who woke up at 6am just to go to school with you for exam?
who? who? who?

tell me who Joshua.

you had the ''audacity'' to compare her with someone else?
Fuck You i say.
You have the cheek to say, what were you thinking about?
Fuck You understand?
You might as well be off dead.
You realize your moment of folly now?
I say, fuck you understand?
No?
Fuck you again, understand?

Yes , fuck myself . please . thanks .