Saturday, December 12, 2009

Monday Blues . . . All I want for Christmas is . . .

Monday, 14th December 2009, marks the second month of when you said those 2words. Since it's been 2months, so why do i feel like it's like just yesterday? the feeling of losing something of immense value, and such.

Well, back then, it was my fault that i left you at the table while going to the other table to talk to them for quite sometime, asking you to go home earlier because i wanted to go out with kai hua after you had waited for me to whole afternoon, just for my exam to end. Sorry. ( I doubt you will see this because you would never visit my blog anymore , and i'm not sure whether i'm to text you or not . Let fate decide . )

But when it comes to matters of the heart, fate cannot decide what lies behind for you. Also, when the trust between a couple is broken, it is very hard to mend it back, and there will be lots of pain because ''Love without pain is just a crush. Love is felt when a heart is crushed. ''

And it does hurt till now. I have never been so serious before in my life. My primary school friends all say that when i was in primary school, i was like going around sending ''i love you '' messages to girls. And secondary school, life started to change. However, it was ONLY after i met you, that i did change for the better. My percentage of getting into trouble was lowered, and with you, i could see forever so clearly.

Hurting.. Been hurting... Still hurting...

All i want for Christmas, is You.

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