I have to admit that i am too used with you in my life. Everything was different back then, before things turned the way i did not want, definitely. It's like i could see forever with you, and when i held your hands, i know that it fits perfectly.
The kisses you would give me upon request, pointing to my cheek, makes it even more special and meaningful. Been through everything together as ''we'' and not ''you'' or ''i'' , and to me, i know that there would be 3years, 4years, 5, 6, 7, 8, 20, 30, 40, 50years, because i have never intended to stop loving you from the night we started out. True, times we have quarreled, but after every storm, things would be fine because we would give in to each other..
When i was sick, you accompanied me to the polyclinic after your training, i remember every single thing you have done for me, and it still hurts me whenever i think back of everything every moment. i think of you every second - it is easy. but missing you is the heartache that has been with me all these while, showing no signs of leaving me.
Looking at places where we had special memories, make me even feel more depressed, almost everywhere in ang mo kio we have had special moments, be it this corner, that angle, that turn, that escalator, this , there, everywhere. You might not know that i still love you deep down inside my heart, and that love will live on and never leave.
Nothing feels right now . . .
Fly me up, give me hope.
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